In 2019 I heard a diagnosis from my therapist, I was facing an identity crisis, followed by anxiety attacks. That I shouldn't ignore it to not go into depression. It has been a tough path dealing with all the external stressors of life, the abrupt changes, especially, all the anxiety crises. When I was back in Brazil, I planted this lavender, it grew and bloomed, also helped me to calm down and sleep, but above all, it gave me valuable lessons about time, acceptance, and life.