My last goodbye to my step dad before he past away in hospice. My daughter and I were visiting him and this was the first time in 4 months that we got to see him in person and not outside of his room window. Step parents are so very important when natural parents can’t be present. I was not able to hug him because of covid rules and he was in so much pain. He did not recognize me or know who I was. It was like in the movie, Titanic when Rose Dewit could barely yell in freezing waters....”come back...come back...come back...come back to me “ and he just faded away and did not know who I was and I could not say my last go byes, and get that last I love you. I want to hold his hand and be there for him when he passed away and I wasn’t there and I failed. This picture is all I have left. This and our amazing memories.