My family became a Christian after the death of my great-grandmother. Currently, my family except me are devout believers, and they value the spiritual part of life. Sae-hyun, like me, grew up in this church community and absorbed their value system. On the other hand, I generally lack such belief and doubt its worth. But sometimes, given some circumstances, my spiritual and religious way of thinking comes to the fore. In this way, the history of the family's belief is imprinted on me and Sae-hyun.